The meditation in this volume are not some new doctrines, but the memoirs of a mystic who has had the courage to see reality and therefore was full of compassion and love for all beings and all thinks, who "delighted in evreything and in nothing". In a sence they were autobiographical: they portray the painful route by which Tony was led in the last years of his life to divest himself of all belief systems, ideologies, formulae and attachmants to come to life, to love, to freedom, to be alone.